Thursday, September 16, 2010

Happy Birthday Baby Boy!

Mark,

I'm writing this letter to you now that we have met. Your birth has completely and totally altered me in ways I never thought possible. I love you more than you could ever imagine and its a love so deep and pure, I honestly never knew a love like this existed until I met you. Giving birth to you was one of the hardest things I have ever done but I have never been more proud of an accomplishment. I will never forget the moment the nurses put you on my chest and seeing you for the first time, it was like the world stopped and nothing else existed but us and our delivery room and all the pain I felt disappered. The first thing I noticed when I was taking in your beautiful face is how much you remind me of your Daddy and just how perfect you are. It was a very emotional moment when you entered this world, your Daddy and Grandma both watched you being born and they were both amazed and in tears by the entire event and Grandma even got to cut your umbilical cord which is really special to her because she has never experienced anything like this. My most favorite thing is watching your Daddy hold you and just seeing all the love he has for you on his face. I hope that you never forget how loved and wanted you are sweetpea. We had such a long and hard journey to get you but the moment we met you none of it mattered and all the tears and heartaches the journey brought were well worth it and I would never change anything because I can never imagine you not existing.
I love you so much Mark and thank you for letting me be your Momma, I promise I will always love and support you baby boy!

Love,
Your Momma